Today

Today was a much better day. I was a little sad this morning, and later when my grandma teared up telling me she understands right where I am. But for the most part I have been in good spirits and had a lot of fun. I think it helps when I can help others and not focus so much on what is going on with me. I know I do need to deal with this loss, but I don't need to obsess over it.

However, I feel like I am quite moody today. I feel like I am more likely to spout off with my opinions than remain calm and think before I speak. I need prayer in that because more than likely it has to do with my sin nature than with hormones I think.

I have to say that I have a wonderful husband who is doing a great job taking care of me. He is there to listen when I need him, hold me, and ask for kisses knowing that I need affection too. I have noticed that my family is trying to make sure that I am okay...and to those of you reading this I want you to know that I am...he is providing and protecting me in these hard times, and he is a blessing.